Wednesday, January 20, 2016

Time Flies

I won't start with how long has it been since the last post, but I'm kinda embarassed reading down all my posts lol. I am now trying to post something with my phone and probably this will be a good practice for english composition perhaps?

Things happen for reason.. such a sentence I would say. My dad passed away on the 1st October, 2014. Cancer caught him at where I least expected. I'm sure so was he. He'd gone for a surgery in the colon as he had problem with excretion. and other few surgeries for his cancer treatment, preparation and whatnot. When he started with chemoteraphy after awhile, he complained that he had a stiff neck which at first we thought it was just due to the sleeping or his pillow. But it lasts for a week, and the pain is gone, and it keep on coming and go until at one point when I got home and plan to go out in the last minute, my mum told me to stay in. She said that my dad can't get up due to the pain in his neck. He couldn't even lift his head. Ambulance was called. Dad had been admitted. Day by day, he was slowly losing parts. Feet, calves, thigh, fingers, arms, up until the last day, he was only laying there on bed, can't even lift his own eyelids, with tears crawling down as his breath is so weak.

I went home before 4 for shower and pray, not long after my shower, mum got an emergency call from RIPAS. By the time I reached his bed, he was gone.. I started to lose interest in everything. I stay in for most of the time. Its was empty inside.